Pearls and Pigs

Once in awhile in a flurry of excitement, I just want to SHARE something...really wonderful, really funny, really bad, really...anything...with someone...ANYONE!

But then I think:  Would *anyone* even care about this anyway?  Would *anyone* even have time to listen?  (The list is short.) Would *anyone* NOT think I'm a dork? (The list has just grown shorter...)

The hard, honest truth is:  Probably Not. :/

When God shares a special insight with us, He gives us a pearl.  When we run with our pearls to just *anyone,* it often ends in disappointment.  We must be selective about who we share our heart's treasures with.

Jesus tells us in Matthew 7:6:

“Do not give dogs what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you to pieces."

Am I saying our family and friends are pigs?  No.  BUT...when we share things that are close to our heart, and then discover that people just don't "get it" or don't have time, don't respond, or even end up discouraging us, we must ask ourselves:  Was it worth it to share?  

So what do we do with all these pearls (and sorrows, and fears, and, and, and...)?

The answer to all of those questions above is the same:  Give them to God. God always cares...always has time...never thinks I'm a dork.  He already told me what He thinks of me:

I am His good work in progress...
I am His masterpiece....
I am filled with His Strength...
I am Fearfully and Wonderfully made...

That is TRUTH. Because He said so! :)

Philippians 1:3-6
"I thank my God every time I remember you. 4 In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy 5 because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day until now, 6 being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus."
and

Ephesians 2:8-10
"God saved you by his grace when you believed. And you can’t take credit for this; it is a gift from God. 9 Salvation is not a reward for the good things we have done, so none of us can boast about it. 10 For we are God’s masterpiece. He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good things he planned for us long ago."


2 Corinthians 12:9-11
"But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong."

Psalm 139:14
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.

Sometimes we as Mamas (and humans, for that matter) forget how God sees us, and we base our worth/success/moods on "how good" we are being...or how funny or interesting we are.  I think at the base of our hearts we are wondering:  Am I special?  Am I making a difference?

The Enemy of our souls would love for us to be defeated in every way every day. I'm so thankful that God took special care to remind us that we are precious because we are HIS, not because of what we do or how far we have come so far. His Strength is Perfect in our weaknesses...I want to glorify Him in my weaknesses (which are countless...ever so many) so that His Power may rest on me!

Reflections of a [temporarily-downsized] mother

The 2 younger girls had a slumber/movie party last night, and they're still zonked!  We miss our 2 big girls, of course, but spending a little more focused time with the younger 2 has been a delight!

We have been playing more, interacting more, doing more crafts, projects, and outings...and working on obedience, consistency, and enjoying a more peaceful home.  And on that note, I just wanted to share some thoughts:

Sometimes we, as parents, (a.k.a. me) are so focused on running a "tight ship" that we forget that they are lambs, and not soldiers.

Sometimes we are so focused on "ironing out" their struggles & weaknesses that we forget that they are often easily moldable and pliable in the gentle hands of grace.

Sometimes we are so focused on accomplishing the plans for each day, that we forget that our children are the 'WHO's filling our days.

Sometimes we get lonely being home and crave adult interaction.  That's natural.  Trust me, a homeschooling mom knows.  BUT when I allow myself to search out that interaction in a way that causes me to neglect my first calling and love (Jesus/Wifehood/Motherhood), then I have forsaken my calling.  Blown it.  Messed up.  It's so not worth it...the guilt sets in, which is just what the Enemy wants.  If we feel like a failure, we will not walk through our days with victory...we may just wallow in the pit of shame.

Unplugged.  I keep thinking about that and hearing about that.  I keep attempting it.  I want to do it...but then I get bored or lonely...don't feel like working on a project...want and need a break.

Is it wrong to engage in social media?  I don't think so...HOWEVER, when it becomes the kind of focus that you cannot or do not get other things done that are within your God-given realm of responsibility and ministry, we have a problem.

I've been tired a lot lately, too...maybe I think that if I'm at the computer, I'm still doing *something* because resting & reading looks like laziness to me.  Is it so different? Hmmm....

Anyway, I'm going to attempt to finish out this week in a whole new way, with His Strength being made perfect in my weakness...

I refuse to be burdened by a yoke of slavery of any type, whether it be media, guilt, or legalism...He knows me too well to be "Sapphira" with Him--He knows I am weak, but thank you, God, that you are Strong!

Galatians 5:1

"It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery."

Psalm 103:13-14

¹³ As a father has compassion on his children,
    so the Lord has compassion on those who fear him;
¹⁴ for he knows how we are formed,
    he remembers that we are dust.

That's all....Grace and peace to you &  me from the Father.  Amen!